MUTED SEVERAL DAYS SO I COULD SEE YOU BUT YOU COULD NOT SEE ME. I KEPT TRYING TO REFRESH AND TALK TO YOU ALL. I WASNT IGNORING ANYONE.
THE CRAP STARTED THE DAY MY FRIENDS ASKED ABOUT A STRESS TEST. I TOLD THEM OF THE LIVER AND BLEEDING AORTIC AND MIRTRO VALVES SO MY NECK AND SHOULDER SURGERIES ARE DELAYED AGAIN, AND THEN ABRUPTLY CHANGED THE SUBJECT.
THE CRUELTY BEGAN.
BANNED FROM ALL ROOMS, BY WES, ON WEBBY'S COMMAND. IF YOU WERE THERE, THEN YOU KNOW THERE WAS NO REASON FOR IT. YOU MAY HAVE SEEN BOTH OF THEM INSULTING ME AND TRYING TO CONVINCE OTHERS TO NOT LIKE OR TALK TO ME. I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF SICK, PATHETIC LITTLE CONTROL FREAKS WHO DO HORRIBLE THINGS TO OTHERS JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE TOLD THEM TO. I'M IN NO CONDITION TO DEAL WITH THEIR PSYCHOSIS AND ABUSE.
I WANTED A MINUTE TO THANK THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE BEEN SUPPORTIVE AND KIND ESPECIALLY THIS PAST YEAR. SEPT 2017-CAT 5 HURRICANE/INJURIES (SISTER AND BEST FRIEND IN HOSPITAL) OCT 2017-ENTIRE APT FLOODED IN SPITE OF HOURS OF BAILING; NOV 2017-7 YR OLD I TRIED TO GET HELP, DIED OF CANCER ; DEC 2017-SISTER AND BEST FRIEND DIED; JAN 2018-STEPMOM & FORMER FIANCE OF 10YRS DIED; FEB 2018-REBROKE ELBOW; MAY-JUN 2018-PHYSICAL THERAPY NOT SUCCESSFUL; AUG 2018 TOO SICK TO FLY TO HELP SISTER; SEP & OCT 2018 STILL SICK. OCT 2018 DIAGNOSED WITH ONSET LIVER FAILURE, AORTIC AND MITRO VALVES LEAKING BLOOD-UNABLE TO DO SURGERY. ATTACKED BY WEBBY AND WES THE DAY I FOUND OUT AND IN THE DAYS THAT FOLLOWED. ---- NOW ...FOR ALL THOSE WHO THINK I AM A DRAMA QUEEN OR ATTENTION SEEKER.... HOW MANY OF YOU KNEW I WAS GOING THROUGH ALL THIS? HOW MANY DID I TAKE IT OUT ON? HOW MANY OF YOU RECEIVED WARM GREEINGS AND SUPPORT NO MATTER WHAT WAS HAPPENING ON MY END OF THE WORLD?
I HOPE PAPA WOLF OF OM WAKES UP AND REALIZES THAT THERE ARE A LOT OF FOLKS LIKE ME ON THE NET. WE COME HERE NOT FOR ATTENTION OR TO CAUSE TROUBLE, BUT TO FOCUS AWAY FROM OUR TROUBLES AND SHARE A FEW LAUGHS AND INSITES WITH KIND, COMPASSIONATE AND LOVING PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORLD. THINK ABOUT IT.... ARE ALL THOSE PEOPLE WRONG/BAD/HORRIBLE ENOUGH TO BAN FROM OM? THEY WERE CLOSE FRIENDS FOR THE 4 YRS I CHATTED THERE. YOU ALLOWED AN EVIL ENTITY TO TAKE OVER YOUR ROOM AND NOW THEY ARE TRYING THEIR BEST TO RUIN 40S 2 OUT OF REVENGE. THAT'S HOW SICK THEY ARE. THEY ABUSE PEOPLE AND TREAT THEM UNFAIRLY AND THEN USE THAT AS THEIR EXCUSE FOR BANNING THEM, THEN STALKING AND MENACING AND BANNING THEM FROM OTHER ROOMS. IT IS A SHAME THAT YOU HAVE ALSO ALLOWED THEM TO TURN A BEAUTIFUL IDEA INTO A SESS POOL.
THIS POST WILL BE UP AWHILE BUT I DONT EXPECT ANYONE BUT WES TO READ IT BECAUSE HE DELETES EVERYTHING I PUT OUT. I WILL DELETE MY ACCOUNT BUT I WILL NOT BE BACK. SO IF SOMEONE CLONES ME, BUST THEIR ASS. IT IS SAT. OCT 20, 2018 USA 802PM EST. AND THIS IS MY LAST COMMUNICATION WITH YOU ALL.
I WILL NOT BE RETURNING TO CHAT BECAUSE THE CONTROL FREAK HAMMERS IN THE BDSM COMMUNITY WHO HAVE THE POWER TO TELL WES (EYECU) TO PERMANENTLY BAN WHOMEVER THEY WANT HIM TO, ON A WHIM, AND HE WILL GLADLY DO THEIR BIDDING. DON'T LISTEN TO THEIR LIES, MANIPULATIONS AND BS. AS GOD IS MY WITNESS THIS IS THE TRUTH. FRANKLY I WOULDNT COME BACK AGAIN IF HE LIFTED THE BAN. THOSE PEOPLE SICKEN ME WITH THEIR CRUELTY AND LIES.
I JUST WANTED YOU ALL TO KNOW THE TRUTH. IF IT SEEMS LIKE NO ONE IS TALKING TO YOU ALL THE SUDDEN AND IT KEEPS HAPPENING IT IS NOT YOUR SERVER OR COMPUTER...IT IS THEM WITH THEIR SCRIPT. IF YOU SAY ANYTHING OR TELL ANYONE THEY WILL BAN YOU LIKE THEY DID ME. THEY WANT TO TAKE OVER BUZZEN FOR THEIR SORTED PURPOSES. WATCH YOUR BACKS.
CONTINUE TO CARE FOR EACH OTHER AS I HAVE CARED FOR ALL OF YOU. I WISH YOU ALL THE VERY BEST IN THE COMING YEAR. HAPPY HOLIDAYS COMING UP! PLEASE.. PULL EACH OTHER UP...NOT APART. LOVE, SMOOTHIE (FM)