You Know what I am?...
I'm a Happy Bitch. A Cheerful Bitch, full of Joy.
Like I will literally tell someone to fuck right off while I skippity skip my way into a Field of beautiful Fucking flowers and enjoy the rest of my day
I spent too many sleepless nights worrying about all the things that didn’t work out for me and I didn’t really notice all the amazing things that worked out better than I expected.
I was so focused on the closed doors that I didn’t always see the other ones that opened instead.
I thought I always knew what I wanted and needed, but the truth is, I really never had a clue what was best.
It was only when I started realizing that my blessings were bigger than my problems and that somehow, I always ended up right where I needed to be..
That’s when I finally turned the corner.
I stopped asking “why not?”
I started embracing change and possibility.
I won’t tell you it doesn’t hurt when something goes wrong, I lose a friend, love goes bad or an opportunity disappears, but now, I keep it in perspective:
What’s meant to be will always find a way and beating myself up only makes me miserable…
And life is too beautiful to live in that place.
I deserve to be happy and that’s what I remember when the disappointment pops in.
I know that something better is on the way.
I’m not a patient person, so that has been the biggest challenge of my life, but I get a little better at it the longer I keep at it.
I still want what I want when I want it, but now, when I don’t always get it, I just suck it up and keep going.
A setback doesn’t mean I’ve failed.
It just means I need to find another way or another solution.
Some friends aren’t there forever.
Some love doesn’t always work out.
Some chances don’t always happen.
But what I can control is me-
My attitude, my choices and my happiness.
I’m not going to tell you it’s easy, but I do know now that it’s worth it..
Each heartbreak, every letdown and even the loss.
I learn from everything.
I grow.
I try to be better today than I was yesterday.
I won’t ever know everything, but I do know this:
It’s all up to me and I can do this.
My life, my way, my happiness.
One beautiful day at a time.
And when I get to the next mountaintop, maybe I’ll start learning to fly.
Watch out world…
This girl was meant for greatness.