SO INSTEAD OF MAKING A SPECTACLE IN THE ROOM, I HAD DECIDED TO JUST POST HERE. UPDATE ON ME AND MY MESSED UP LIFE. I HAVE A SPOT ON MY LUNGS THAT I AM GOING IN FOR TO HAVE CHECKED OUT TO SEE WHAT EXACTLY IT IS. I ALSO HAVE FOUND OUT ABOUT A TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY AND MY SPINE HAS GOTTEN WORSE TO THE POINT WHERE I HAVE SHRUNK 2 INCHES IN A YEAR. I HAVE BEEN PUT ON SOME PRETTY HIGH DOSAGE MEDS FOR THE SPOT AND THE PAIN IN MY SPINE. ALONG WITH MY PTSD, MY MEMORY LOSS, MY DEPRESSION, MY ANXIETY, DEALING WITH AGORAPHOBIA AND MY TBI. I AM CURRENTLY JUST TAKING IT ONE DAY AT A TIME. SO IF YOU SEE ME IN CHAT PLEASE DO NOT TREAT ME ANY DIFFERENTLY OR TALK DOWN TO ME BECAUSE I AM STILL VERY MUCH A BITCH!