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Topic is: Gor ~safe zone~ Please read website for information. Visitors are always welcome. ~ It is her quiet place where she lives and enjoys life~
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OleanderFW sings quietly as I make my way through the forests, hearing water in the distance I head to it realizing how very thirsty I am - as I get closer, I see a small clearing with a fire - cautiously I approach
~”slavegirl”~ sits quietly on a rock that overlooks the lake, lost in her own thoughts
OleanderFW entering the clearing I see a beautiful waterfall - not seeing anyone near I make my way to the water's edge and with both eyes open over my cupped hand I drink the clear water until I am sated
~”slavegirl”~ reaches down beside her grabbing a handful of small stones, tossing the first one across the lake, hearing it splash as it hits the water then sinks beneath the surface
OleanderFW jumps hearing a splash - not seeing anyone still I call out
OleanderFW : Hello? Is anyone here?
OleanderFW slips my hand between the folds of my traveling skirts, fingers of my left hand tightening on the hilt of a small hidden blade
~”slavegirl”~ pauses hearing a strange voice before she stands up on the rock she was perched on, almost blending into the waterfall from where she had been sitting, making herself visible
OleanderFW looks up seeing a girl near the waterfall - and no one else
~”slavegirl”~ slowly climbs down the rocks from her special place that she liked to sit and think, slowly moving closer to where the stranger was before she pauses in her tracks before speaking" there is no one else here if You are worried about being ambushed
OleanderFW looks at the girl carefully, my left hand still on the hilt of the blade but saying softly
OleanderFW : How is it you are here alone then?
~”slavegirl”~ : things did not end so well for me and i needed a place to go, this seemed like the best place away from civilization
OleanderFW nods, stepping back and taking a look around one more time just to be sure
~”slavegirl”~ : most prefer to stick to civilization
OleanderFW relaxes my fingers, letting my left hand trail along my skirts freely again
OleanderFW : I am not most.
OleanderFW smiles and finds a rock to sit on, pushing back the errant strands of hair that have escaped the clip
OleanderFW : What is your name girl?
~”slavegirl”~ : my name is xxxxxx
~”slavegirl”~ : my parents changed my name to xxxxxx as i got a bit older cause i seemed to wander off alot
OleanderFW nods and listens, thinking the name sounded familiar
OleanderFW : You have no owner?
~”slavegirl”~ : not anymore
OleanderFW looks at the girl a moment -
OleanderFW : Did you run away?
~”slavegirl”~ : no
~”slavegirl”~ : it just did not work out
~”slavegirl”~ : some times you have to put priorities like emotional, mental and physical health first
OleanderFW : He is in agreement?
~”slavegirl”~ : He moved on
~”slavegirl”~ : apparently already has another slave
~”slavegirl”~ : tries not to think about Him
OleanderFW : Men cant seem to be without slaves
~”slavegirl”~ : its not my place to speak of Him as much as i would love to
~”slavegirl”~ : i feel ill when i do so i prefer not to
OleanderFW sniffs disdainfully and settles into the mossy rock
OleanderFW : I dont need details, just making sure there would be no legal trouble
~”slavegirl”~ : most are already aware of the situation
OleanderFW : How so?
~”slavegirl”~ : He does not have a good reputation apparently
OleanderFW : You did not know this before you became his slave?
~”slavegirl”~ : no
~”slavegirl”~ : no one told me anything
~”slavegirl”~ : it wasnt till it was over that i had to learn the harsh truth
~”slavegirl”~ : i should have seen it coming but ..
~”slavegirl”~ : i wanted to be wrong
OleanderFW shrugs
OleanderFW : Sometimes people just arent a match
~”slavegirl”~ : best to leave it as that
OleanderFW : Better found out sooner than later
~”slavegirl”~ : wish i had known before i cared
OleanderFW : xxxxxx - I think I know where I heard the name - or read it
OleanderFW nods
~”slavegirl”~ : good or bad?
OleanderFW : A slave's life is difficult
OleanderFW : Well, that depends
~”slavegirl”~ : i am sure both is out there
OleanderFW : It much depends on your answer
~”slavegirl”~ : my answer?
OleanderFW : Yes
~”slavegirl”~ : to what?
OleanderFW : I read some things you had written
~”slavegirl”~ : i have written alot of things
OleanderFW : "Guidelines"
~”slavegirl”~ : guidelines?
~”slavegirl”~ : not sure what that one was
OleanderFW : They are gone now
~”slavegirl”~ : alot of what was posted was not my choice, He insisted on alot of things be posted
OleanderFW : Were you xxxxxxXXXXXXXX?
~”slavegirl”~ : i belonged to Him once
OleanderFW : What did he insist you post?
~”slavegirl”~ : most of my blogs were what He told to write about Gor onlinisms, about Gor FW adn such
OleanderFW : It wasnt so much what was written, but how.
~”slavegirl”~ : it was done the way He wanted it
~”slavegirl”~ : once it was over with Him i removed it
OleanderFW : What was his instruction? How did he tell you to present it?
~”slavegirl”~ : He said He wanted Gor quotes and such posted so that people would know what Gor was about
~”slavegirl”~ : it doesnt matter what i say now because He will say what He wants
~”slavegirl”~ : and i'll be the one in the wrong as always
OleanderFW : I have not spoken to him about it.
OleanderFW : I hardly know him
~”slavegirl”~ : You probably would get told something different
~”slavegirl”~ : i am used to it
OleanderFW : I dont plan on talking to him about it
~”slavegirl”~ : lots went on that only a handful know about
OleanderFW : But I did want to talk to you about it, so I am glad I found you
~”slavegirl”~ : i am done crying because of Him
OleanderFW : Good.
~”slavegirl”~ : whats done is done, it cant be changed
~”slavegirl”~ : i was getting ill rt because of things
OleanderFW : True, which brings me to what I wanted to ask
~”slavegirl”~ : what did You wish to ask me?
OleanderFW : So your writings, while the facts were correct - the tone - was somewhat surprising for a slave's presentation.
~”slavegirl”~ : He approved of everything i wrote and how it was written
OleanderFW : Did you feel it was appropriate? The tone?
~”slavegirl”~ : i didnt want to do any of it
~”slavegirl”~ : i treated everyone that visited with respect
~”slavegirl”~ : its part of what went on when with Him and He is no longer a part of my life
OleanderFW : You seem an intelligent girl, one that knows what a slave's place is - or am I misreading that?
~”slavegirl”~ : i did what He wanted, it was that simple
~”slavegirl”~ : isnt that the role of a slave, to obey their Owner?
OleanderFW : I get it, you didnt want to do it - but that is not my question
~”slavegirl”~ : i did what i had to do
~”slavegirl”~ : its over, its gone
OleanderFW : So am I hearing that your Owner commanded you to write in that tone?
~”slavegirl”~ : He approved of everything that was written
~”slavegirl”~ : said it was well done
~”slavegirl”~ : it was the past with Him, so i am to pay for things that happened when with Him?
OleanderFW : Yes, I remember you just said that.
~”slavegirl”~ : i did as i was to do, He was my owner at the time
OleanderFW looks at the girl, very serious, but not without kindless
OleanderFW : xxxxxx -
OleanderFW : relax.
OleanderFW : I would like to have a dialogue that i hope will help you -
OleanderFW : If you are not open to it, I will take my leave. But understand very clearly -
~”slavegirl”~ : You wish to talk about things that were done when with HIm
OleanderFW : Owner or not, you are not without a brain.
~”slavegirl”~ : i do not like to be held responsible for things i was made to do
OleanderFW looks at the girl and waits for her to finish
~”slavegirl”~ : that is all i am going to say on it
~”slavegirl”~ : it is the past, it was taken down
OleanderFW raises my eyebrow - saying quietly
OleanderFW : Are you open to this dialogue, or not?
~”slavegirl”~ : if it is to lecture me about stuff He had me do, i do not wish to talk about it
~”slavegirl”~ : if that makes me a bad person, then so be it
OleanderFW : I just told you what it was about: " I would like to have a dialogue that i hope will help you -"
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~”slavegirl”~ : whats done is done, it is the past, it has been removed, i dont want to be lectured on how i was to act or not act, i acted as He wanted, and appreciated
~”slavegirl”~ : if YOu got issues with me because of Him, thats not my problem
~”slavegirl”~ : He is GONE
~”slavegirl”~ : i wont be crucified for things He had me do
OleanderFW looks at the girl, tipping my head and staring at her evenly
~”slavegirl”~ : You wish to drag up things that are gone and history
OleanderFW : And you feel this is appropriate for a slave as well?
~”slavegirl”~ : i dont care what you think is appropriate right now to be honest
~”slavegirl”~ : You come in about blogs that are gone , that HE made me write
Grym swings in on a large vine, lands deftly on a thick branch high in the canopy, thumps My chest and utters My best Tarzan impersonation..." OOOOLEAOOLEAOOOOOLEANDER!"
~”slavegirl”~ : so as a slave i should have just refused to do what he wanted and done my own thing cause thats what slaves in Gor do righit?
~”slavegirl”~ : do their own thing?
OleanderFW sits and watches, understanding clearly that the best way to judge a person's charter is simply to -- watch.
~”slavegirl”~ : i am done with this conversation about a man not worthy of my time
~”slavegirl”~ : so if that makes me a horrible slave, so be it
~”slavegirl”~ : for every person that likes me You will find one that doesnt, find those who dont and talk to them
OleanderFW looks at the girl telling her simply -
OleanderFW : Let me know when your tantrum is done -
~”slavegirl”~ : Let me know when you are done dwelling on shit that is over with
~”slavegirl”~ : cause if You are here to whine about stuff that is over and done with, i dont have time for it
Grym : hey whoa eeeeasy now
OleanderFW nods, knowing all I need to know - stating simply
Grym : whats the issue here?
You have been kicked out by ~”slavegirl”~.
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