!Tru2me

WHERE IS MY ANCHOR, JUST FLOATING FOR NOW...

     I'll be 20 yrs. old in February and I've just been floating in any direction the wind carries me for now.. Where is my anchor? When will my life begin? It's no use talking to my parents about it. They just say the same things as in "Your life begins whenever you want it to" or "enjoy your youth don't be in such a hurry to get out into the real world it's tougher than you think. believe me."

     How can that be true? Movies and television programs show young adults having fun with friends they can confide in or just hangout in their cool looking apartment. They usually have money to go out, a nice car and nice clothes. I mean I have a nice car that my parents bought me a red Honda Civic for my17th birthday, and if I need gas or want something my mom gives me money. I have nice clothes. There are two things missing. Three if you include the fun job.1. a cool lookin apartment of my own, 2. a fun job or job that I like and number three close friends.

     I mean, I have friends just not the kind of friends that I hangout with, you know ? We text each other almost all the time. But, we only get together at protests and meetings online about up coming protest. It's nearly immpossible to hve a conversation about anything else. But, it's funI meet new people and stuff. 

     So, I was hoping you could give me some tips or advice on what I need to do, buy, or get to have my anchor by my 20th birthday in February 2026. I want to be ready to begin living my life.

     Just Floating For Now