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AsyaLMHSVendara (Asya, *)
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Female - 50 years old, Ontario, Canada
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Posted: 2015-08-22 2:14:20 pm Category General Viewed 991 times Likes 0

While I am absolutly certain that there are MANY who will not like this, and will call it a desperate attempt to cover, or lie. Or whatever else They so wish, I am also absolutely certain that I DO NOT CARE. It is time the truth is told...

I remained quiet, for months, while pondering the legalities, and actually the worth, of even attempting to respond to the vast amount of lies, twists and total b/s from Others. Staying quiet, was most difficult, especially for me. When I, HomeSword, and SO many others wanted to come right out and speak. I, in the end, begged that Everyone calm down, and think things through. After months of thinking, I have decided that, to some extent, a response may be warranted. On MY terms. Because, contrary to what Some wish to believe, Gor, does not revolve solely around the claims, and decisions, of Cos, or its members! Shocking is it not?
To begin with, Many do not recognize a "Physician" that can cure Ost poison. In every book that has been published (and I do know You so wish to be "BY THE BOOK") nowhere has a single soul, cured Ost poison. End of. That cure, strips the so called Phy of His Caste, and shames not just Him, but ANY that back Him. For that matter, 1 slave involved in that incident, is alive and well, and freely admits to having done it. The other slave, is around with a different name, and happens to be friends with Manon. BOTH emailed the logs, not just to Myself, but to Others. Check your facts, before so vehemently stating that I am the liar. The results could very well surprise You!
Second.. A fake Phy, hires not one, but at least TWO Free Men, to kill a Free Woman. That's brave! And completley Honorable right? Why? Quite simple, because He knows, She can prove Him to be the lech, and liar, that He is. She NEVER wanted Him, He tried to lure Her to Gor, and She refused. She came, for Another, She stayed, for ONE. NONE of them, were Him. Cry Me a river, but grow up. So because He was denied, He tried to attack. Problem is, He also, tried to have HomeSword killed. Knowing that should anything happen to Me, HS would stop at NOTHING to ensure All involved, were erased.
Third, I am fairly certain, that Gor, had no blog. No paper. Honorable People, faced One Another, to issue any challenge. And had PROOF of Their claim. Your proof? Me, clearly denying having anything to do with Targo's attempt on Phelan's life. Me, clearly stating that I said, that very night, it was not a valid kill. It was 1 post and forced, thus, it did not count. Me, clearly stating I did not one time, ask a SOUL to go after Phelan. I face My own. I have many, MANY times. I went to Phelan, MYSELF, to confront Him. I have done so with Several Others, over the years, including Manon, Judas, Grym, and Others who have since passed. I do not contract out My emotions, or My needs. I take care of things on My own. Also, Targo, NeMesis, and Others, FREELY and OPENLY stated that not one time did I ask ANY of Them, to go after Phelan. That's right folks, the Man that attacked, as well as several other MEN, have and will OPENLY and honestly say, that I did not ask Them to go after Him. WOW the truth! Novel around here lately. But, there it is.
I am NO-ONE's slave. Nor will I EVER be again. You took things very personal, and broadcast them, after specifically being asked not to. You think You are the only One who has suffered the horrors of what can happen to a Woman? WRONG. However You continue to cause so many horrors, to SO many others. Based on FALSE information, and flat out lies, You take great pleasure in, OPENLY making statements of the most horrific and twisted fashion, Of what YOU will do to another. What if, the same was put against You? When, not if, WHEN, the truth is fully revealed, what then will YOU do to make amends for the hell You have caused? The shame You are causing to Yourself, Your Home and Your Free Companion? An apology, I will tell You right now, will NOT be sufficient. It may be a start, but it in NO way will make up for what You have done.
Within ONE week of this post, ANY and ALL who wish to see the proof, the scrolls, unedited, of the miracle cure.. may send their email address to Me. (for the record, I was not activly in the room at the time. I was as shocked as ANYONE to see the results). I recieved them, by email, from two that were present. ANY that wish to know what My name was at the time, may also ask and I will tell Them. They will clearly see, I was not there.
That, should begin rectifying the truth of all of this. 

I REMAIN Alway's

The Lady Asya, of course

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72 Comments
2015-08-23 10:38:16 pm
My email addy is ubloodstone@yahoo.com and Asya I remember you helpin me with a roombot site .. thank you again for that.
2015-08-24 1:54:18 am
I need to bring Denae to come see You and HSH about a Tarn... hope to see You all ' s chars at the upcoming Party this week
2015-08-24 9:20:03 am
Are we to understand that this entire long drawn out tedious drama between You and Manon is centered on Phelan curing a slave of an ost bite?
2015-08-24 10:16:59 am
Ost bite...immediate death...neurotoxin,..no antidote...Outlaws pg 28 , Assassins pg 335, Explorers pg 239
2015-08-24 10:20:22 am
Ive never read of a cure for ost bite but I have read of Physicians being killed. In Assassins of Gor, physicians studying Darkosis were killed, their infirmaries were burned and their experiments were destroyed.
2015-08-24 2:47:18 pm
actually, the whole mess began when a FM, went into Fina and tried to kill Phelan. apparently tho MANY clearly stated that I had nothing to do with it, I am blamed. the issues with Phelan, are because of him curing ost poison, and being denied. Whatever, I gave My answer and will be forwarding logs to Whomever wishes them. and Darci, You will get them by days end today. *smiles* and not a problem whatsoever with the bot! glad to have helped.
2015-08-24 6:15:23 pm
Thank you Asya have a great day I may visit soon when r/l allows . I bruised the tail bone rl and it doesnt allow much sit down time like I wish... Take care.
2015-08-24 8:43:27 pm
oh hell been there! watch out for that seriously! it may be tomorrow, have alot happening tonight rt
2015-08-24 10:24:38 pm
had it xrayed gotta a inner bruise so not sure if its cracked or just bruised either way it hurts send the logs when you can and be safe
2015-08-26 6:34:59 pm
thank You, My Sister. for Your love and support alway's. I miss You and love You!
2015-09-01 9:57:09 am
Asya, why not just publish the cure here ? Im sure everyone on Gor can benefit from this latest miracle of medicine.
2015-09-01 11:52:17 am
Grym, I agree just publish here and All can learn from it and keep the knowledge handy.... ( waves to Grym)
2015-11-03 11:10:17 am
I was the one that poisoned the lil slave in Fina and got beat for it. I survived the lashing and sent scrolls as was required. yes Phelan roleplayed curing ost poison which according to everything I have read has no known cure which is why a lot of folks left Fina and created Turia. Don't believe me ask WW, Rheba.
2015-11-03 12:25:58 pm
A FM doesn't hire assassins to kill a FW. A FW doesn't does not issue a death match via the news press or by blog a death match is issued face to face. A Free doesn't meddle in the affair of slaves. so a slave handled the matter and a slave took the consequences of her behavior and that was the end of it. People left Fina due to those consequences but that was the end of it. So shut the F up about it. Asya was not responsible for it!
2015-11-03 3:21:22 pm
I have unedited scrolls proving it not that it matters anymore. It has been 2 years for gods sake.
2015-11-03 4:14:46 pm
wow
2015-11-03 6:21:15 pm
"It is the smallest, and deadliest, snake on Gor," he said. "It moves quickly, and can hide almost anywhere. Its bite is lethal, unless the limb can be cut off within a few Ihn. It is an unpleasant death. It ensues within a few Ehn. The victim commonly cries out with joy, to die, rejoicing that the pain will end. Smugglers of Gor, Book 32, Page 544 ---- By the books, death from Ost venon can be prevented, but the delivery must be in a limb which must be amputated within a few seconds.
2015-11-03 6:29:25 pm
ya not salve and a bulb sucker.
2015-11-03 6:31:19 pm
You are in no position, allisyn, to comment on the actions of the free, regardless of their nature. Instead of spending time on matters that don't concern you, you would be better off reacquainting yourself with the Gorean standards for slave behaviour.
2015-11-03 6:38:35 pm
I have admitted my part in the matter Sir. Which occurred 2 years ago. I took my punishment for my part in the matter as well. As for the rest well I might if I wasn't busy fighting stage 2 cancer on real life planet earth while the rest of you was playing on a pretend planet ruled by giant roach like insectoids. But I think we have had this discussion before.
2015-11-03 6:44:17 pm
I thought the PKs were more akin to mantids. I'd rather be bitten by one of them than an ost however. Ost venom is fatal, no known cures exist....well, til now it seems.
2015-11-03 6:51:14 pm
The title of Sir is one used in BDSM, not Gor, as you should well know. Address me properly. Your illness is no excuse for failing to meet Gorean standards. If you have enough energy to be posting out of your station you have enough to post in it. If posting properly is more draining for you, you should be resting instead of posting at all. I have had chronic medical issues for going on 20 years, and one surgery that almost lead to me death. So, we all have our problems. We all can rise above.
2015-11-03 7:00:51 pm
Look my point was is... not one of titles... it was one of the truth and setting the record straight which is what I was attempting to do regardless of my station or any body else's. Weather I call You Sir, Master, Daddy, Whatever shouldn't matter. What should matter is weather or not I set the record straight and tell the darn truth.
2015-11-03 7:15:52 pm
Ahhhh, so Gorean standards shouldn't matter. I think... well actually hope... that most Goreans don't agree with you. I know I don't. The weather, which for me has been cloudy and damp all day, has nothing to do with whether or not you set the record straight. Since the matter of Phelan curing Ost venom is common knowledge there seems little reason to straighten it. Perhaps there are a few that don't know however, so your doing so may provide some function.
2015-11-03 7:24:34 pm
It was brought to my attention recently as in today. I haven't been on here lately as my home has been closed for quite some time like for the past year since I have been dealing with my illness. That is as You stated irrelevant. I am not falling for your baiting me with twisting my words to suit Your own purposes. So I wasn't aware that people were aware of the truth of the matter. As I had the original scrolls I was attempting to provide them that is all Master. There happy now.
2015-11-03 7:32:24 pm
Isn't there anything worthwhile happening on "As the Counter Earth Turns"?
2015-11-03 7:40:30 pm
I stated your illness wasn't an excuse for you to forget your station, allisyn. That is a far cry from irrelevant. That you weren't aware of the general awareness explains your desire to post the details. That you continue to display an attitude where none belongs continues to illuminate your need to brush up on slave basics. My hapniness hardly depends on your actions, so it unrelated to the matter at hand.
2015-11-03 7:41:27 pm
I am not roleplaying at this point yet Mistress. It's as simple as that really.
2015-11-03 7:48:28 pm
Any word on that new cure for the blue flame death yet?
2015-11-03 7:49:54 pm
You continue to say I am displaying an attitude and really I am not. I am actually feeling rather pleasant other than my original outburst. Which is really understandable if you think about it. You can only push someone so much before those that care for them finally snap. A wise person once told me you can please some of the people some of the time but not all of the people all of the time. I know this to be true. And I am content to please only some people some of the time.
2015-11-03 7:53:00 pm
What can make it difficult for slaves to maintain a proper standard is the OOC card they like to pull out whenever it is mentioned they are not following standards. Perhaps such had merit at some time, but all I ever see it used for is a 'Get Out of Consequences Free' card. In my view the lax OOC standard for slaves never should have been adopted in the first place as abuse of it is rampant.
2015-11-03 7:53:39 pm
Attitudes are displayed fairly often here in South Central Ar.
2015-11-03 7:59:18 pm
um those that know me or have known me, know I take the consequences to my behavior. I have never used the OOC card. so I have no idea what You are talking about Master.
2015-11-03 8:04:31 pm
Book em Danno. Oh wait, that's the Isle of Ianda.
2015-11-03 8:04:38 pm
"I am not roleplaying at this point Mistress. It's as simple as that really." ~ allisyn~LoTs~O~LtRs .... Only once, so far.
2015-11-03 8:08:38 pm
well no see I still haven't used the OOC card Master. for I am not hiding. I am in lifestyles in my room not shirking consequences. so not even the one time yet Master
2015-11-03 8:38:32 pm
Ahhh, but if you weren't trying to use the OOC card you wouldn't have said what you did to Calixa in the first place. There would have been no reason to. So yeah, you pulled it. Your location in chat at the time doesn't change that. It does serve as yet another example of OOC abuse by slaves, so that at least could be considered useful.
2015-11-03 9:10:01 pm
just gives You that blank I don't know what You are going on about look. Thinks now that is roleplay see the difference.
2015-11-04 12:57:10 am
Warren... if You have an issue with My slave.. bring it to Me. Period. she did not pull the OOC card. she spoke on behalf of her Owner after having been away for a year with a major health crisis. Dame goes to Calixa.. if theres an issue wirh My slave.. in a BLOG.. bring it to Me please.
2015-11-04 1:08:05 am
I do not answer to you, free woman, nor am I bound by commands your station doesn't grant you. You should know the equation of Gor, it is rather simple after all: Gor=FM>FW>slaves. By the standards of Gor any free can correct any slave, also something you should know. That you can't see an attempt for her to apply an OOC defense when it is so clear should be more your concern than attempting to exert authority you don't have.
2015-11-04 1:21:34 am
I asked.. not demanded. ASKED that if there was an issue with a slave I own.. it be brought to Me. As her Owner I do have that right. I did not say do not correct her. I asked it be brought to Me. Simply.
2015-11-04 1:29:26 am
For the record.. alli commented on MY blog. My space. My slave. My decision.
2015-11-04 8:58:36 am
I haven't lied Mistress.... My Owner wasn't even there as she was cupped. oh for Christ's freaking sakes. I swear to the Gods above this war is getting ridiculous. It has been over 3 years since she left Fina. Can't we let it go already?
2015-11-04 9:02:06 am
Just curious but can a FW force a FM to hand over His "Wife" into slavery?
2015-11-04 9:03:13 am
Probably depends on whose Gor you're running with at the time.
2015-11-04 9:05:49 am
what do You mean "whose Gor you're running"? again curious.
2015-11-04 9:10:23 am
Mistress Manon You know it's kind of funny. For You hate my Mistress so much but did You know my Mistress was one of the people who tried to talk me out of quite profusely of going to hunt You down after Your little hostile visit to midice. In fact this lil ole slave was going to go so far as to put a bounty on Your head Mistress. I still have friends in low places. I could of very well done it. She talked me out of it.
2015-11-04 9:16:55 am
~grabs some carmel corn and finds a comfortable seat~
2015-11-04 9:23:14 am
ok thanks for the info, hope this gets settled. doubt it but rooting for peace in Gor.
2015-11-04 9:40:16 am
nym? If it's not this it'll be some other slight, percieved or otherwise to get people's knickers in a twist over. Probably percieved.
2015-11-04 9:43:24 am
giggles peace in Gor...... Gor has always been about war and conquest. I love how yall throw around that be Gor or be gone bs but I guarantee only a handful of you actually remember the Gor of days past. I do. I remember all the way back to msn Gor and when it started and 7/7/7 fighting. when things were actually a challenge and you didn't have everything on macros or hotkeys, and your word meant something and the truth was worth more then a copper tarn.
2015-11-04 9:50:52 am
I didn't lie but believe what you want to believe. the scrolls are posted to my wall for all to see and judge. I haven't taken anything out or added anything into them. I am done with all this childish drivel. I am going to relax with a cup of coffee and enjoy the rest of my evening.
2015-11-04 9:55:28 am
Blackwine ! Blackwine ! Quick quick somebody bitch at her for saying "coffee" on Gor......
2015-11-04 9:59:18 am
BLASPHEMER!!!!!
2015-11-04 10:00:16 am
simply laughs.... Now Romeo. (Flashes my gorean police badge and writes this one down in my handy dandy blue notebook)
2015-11-04 10:20:44 am
Wow. Where to begin honestly LOL well firstly.. My name is Asya. Its really noy hard to spell. Get it right or stay off MY blog. Was that stated clearly enough? Second.. for the record I have not been "hiding" anywhere. I have not been online because real life has been a priority. Maybe Someone from Cos needs to get a life and stop trying to run everyone else's! And again, stay off My blog. It really is that easy.
2015-11-04 10:23:52 am
P.S. as for trying to "round Me up" for that pitiful so called bounty? Why not try yourself? Because that bounty is nothing compared to what I could pay. Now, either comment on the writing or do not comment at all. And Calixa? lmao not on My worst day would I ever beg You or her for anything.
2015-11-04 10:27:30 am
Hmmm
2015-11-04 11:35:50 am
WTF is going on here......is comparable to a high school squabble SIS you are above all this(K)
2015-11-04 11:38:09 am
*cups My hands and shouts*...CAT FIGHT ! CAT FIGHT ! SLAP HER ! PULL HER HAIR ! GO FOR THE BRA ! THE BRAAAA !
2015-11-04 11:50:13 am
LMFAO nice Grym! Amd Sis i am so totally laughing right now! You are awesome hun!
2015-11-06 4:14:26 pm
And. As to the whole laughable "wog" b/s. Give it up it aint happening. I didnt lie.. the fake phy did and the proof is posted publicly. Give it up you lost again. To the TRUTH not some stupid lying twist. Its over. Got it? I AM NOW AND WILL REMAIN BECAUSE OF THE TRUTH.. The Lady Asya... OF COURSE.
2015-11-06 4:18:04 pm
Oh no you din't....
2015-11-06 6:32:12 pm
She DID and I'm Proud of Her. The Reign of the Bully of Blogs has Ended. Long Live RP Gor! btw ThieryW, Thank You for giving the well needed reply to Bully, though she chose to quickly delete it, How typical. I wish You could repost that 'reply' again, as the Many would have enjoyed it. The Typist' of CHaldea 
2015-11-06 8:25:55 pm
just smiles and goes back to being a good girl and minding my own business.
2015-11-06 8:36:19 pm
I didn't save it or I would repost it. If anyone did and does want it reposted, feel free.
2015-11-06 9:48:56 pm
Thanks Theiry! though I didnt copy it either, I can recall certain bits' but, I suppose, that would not be very fair. In essance, it clearly put Bully in place, in check, and WE who are so tired of 'it' applaud YOU! *words surely recalled* "Do I care about how You feel? No, You have been a bother to Me since gcn, and I dont care, as I dont think about you, as you dont think or care about Others" yeah,like that.
2015-11-06 10:05:09 pm
Asya, I never did take command of that ship You gave Me. Will have to sometime, can Always use another!!!!
2015-11-07 12:48:38 am
"Attitudes are displayed fairly often here in South Central Ar." That's funny right there...
2015-11-10 1:09:16 pm
Thank You Chaldea for Your friendship and fun always!! I should be making My return soon.. been a rough summer rt and I have ended up quite sick as a result. Some people just needed to be reminded of the truth. And not their demented twist on it! Including the fact they do not rule over all of us! I frankly am sick of it and will not be bullied by her or him any longer!! GOOD rp is always fun. We need to stop letting the bad apples spoil it!
2015-11-10 10:49:30 pm
Whether a person's role-play is spoiled is entirely a matter of that person's choice. People will do what they do, but you control how much power you give others to affect your thoughts, feelings, and enjoyment of the role-play you do, and for that matter anything, really.
2018-06-28 8:48:17 pm
Some comments were made by someone without any actual clue. I had responded to them but in retrospect I have simply deleted them and my responses, it honestly was fun for a minute but I am over it and them, now.


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