do you fear the moment that you enter a Room and there’s more than one Free? are you constantly trying to find ways to get out of serving because you feel like you’re out of practice?
than what the hell are you doing in Gor? a place where slaves serve as if their life depended on it because it very well may!
sure the service is role play you say...and this is not real life or death...so then why are you so scared? emote getting off your ass to dance...to get food or drink...and dare to offer a unique service! maybe you are a highly trained ventriloquist or exotic scalp reader?
you say that the Free are not paying attention because they don’t notice the nuances in your serve or they are silent for long lengths of time...then change what you are doing...make your service count...stop making it something they can ignore...create service that Free rave about! remember you can't pick or choose who you serve
i’m not saying that it’s your responsibility to make them pay attention...you can’t make a Free person do something as a slave... however...you can serve a Free person like you are on fire!
respond to the Free at the rate speed they set
take notes and put it in the Free’s profile note section
don’t be afraid to fail the Free will correct & teach us
beg or offer to serve the will of the Free not just some specific thing that you want to do
service isn’t always role play it could be broadcasting...research...article writing...conversation...etc.
sure you could roleplay learning your slavery and being despondent about being a slave or fighting your slavery...depending on how you do it it could be amazing...but are you using that as an excuse to not serve permanently? don’t pour water on the fire!
serving like you’re on fire is to be passionate about helping others...as a slave in Gor imagine fire literally being at the soles of your feet...the moment a Free person enters serve them to soothe that fire...serving is your purpose the reason you are alive... the moment you forget it you may as well be the ashes in the City of Dust! don’t join the despondent ranks of Gor...feed the fire with your passionate service
