I am sick and tired of living your lies, without complaint, not even once. FOR YEARS. Why now? I've reached the end of the road covering silently for you that's why.
I am entitled to a life. In peace. I'm taking it. Now.
The raw truth, whether you like it or not. You....were SLOPPY.
I was serving as a temporary slave for what I can't even remember to you all those years ago. At NO point along the two weeks plus, did you EVER write that you fed and/ or gave water to that slave. Me. Not in regular role play, not in messages, NO WHERE. You just " assumed", in your words, it was done. It never WAS. That is and WAS improper role play. You had a responsibility to address that. You had to WRITE IT OUT. As a result, that slave died legally. Without a whimper, without a hiccup.
I checked with every other known Physician at that time as to the length of time would someone die from lack of water and/ or lack of food. I gave you longer than their two weeks out of hope and out of love , the fact of length of time it would take. They were VERY generous on that, they said " ON THE OUTSIDE" it would take . It was not my JOB for you to say I had any requirment to bring that to your attention. And so I did not. What I DID do was wait. You INSISTED WAY later it wasn't necessary. Actually.......it was. YOU collared me. YOU branded me. YOU put me in a cage. Perfectly legal. YOU gave me not one drop of water, YOU gave me not even one nasty dried up moldy piece of bread.
Absolutely we talked every night. I gave you no hint, why should I ? You were in charge. I watched you carefully, walking that path knowing what I would do when the legal time was up for a living slave and you hadn't addressed that anywhere along the line. I would declare myself dead and walk away. I did just that , my required time away, and returned to Gor. I committed no crime. You did. For all these years. You left me to rot, my reputation in tatters. All OVER your profile and to anyone who would listen. You refused me entery into the funeral proceedings of MY FREE COMPANION, Phelan. What kind of man would DO a thing like that. You are that " kind of man" . How sad. How terribly, terribly, sad.
I am SICK and TIRED of being the pariah of Gor you CLAIM I am based on YOUR lie. SHAME on you. I don't believe for an ihn you'll accept the TRUTH and apologize. Not in private and CERTAINLY NOT in publc. That.......won't make what I've said here untrue. YOU are a man and that makes you simply never wrong. Until you are. Here is the place, now is the time.
The time has come. YOU NEED to clear up your lie, on your profile as well as every one you have told what a piece of sh*t I am over at least a decade ago. How I broke the rules that I never did. But YOU did. This isn't some crazy woman's bullsh*t you'd like everyone to think I am . It IS a FACT.
On the good side, because there is ALWAYS a good side:
I managed to make the real life as well as the gor death of Phelan have some meaning other than saddness, that would last forever. I likely would NOT have had you let me enter your gor room for his burial. So, thank you for that cruelty. I hired a Builder, Simon, to build the hospital and respite center of the Plains. He did a spectacular job, for which I remain, to this day, grateful for. Cabot blessed it. I visit it from time to time. It brings me peace knowing he will always be remembered. I also proclaimed my land gates in the Voltai's " Phelan's Gates" . The image for that is spectacular. He would have loved it.
I am,
Lady Kyrielle, Scribe of Gor
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