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"The most haunting woman is the one we cannot find in the crowded café when we are looking for her, the one that we must hunt for, and seek out through the disguises of her stories.” - Anais Nin

Software engineer by profession; misician, artist, and writer by temperment.  Divorced since 2003, no current girlfriend or Significant Other.

I love to cook! I barbecue, cookThai, Chinese, Tex-Mex, and some fairly random food influenced by multiple cuisines.

Some of my music has been used by others to soundtrack their artworks.  Here's a list, so far:

Forestal: https://youtu.be/Q77M2FAD280

Lightshifter: https://vimeo.com/184969650

The Forbidden Lust For Death: https://vimeo.com/160087414

Fever Dream: https://vimeo.com/152862844

Black Mirror: https://vimeo.com/141654155

Triumph der Dunkelheit: https://vimeo.com/141654155

I have a YouTube channel for my own personal animation work: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCkxcSfjbUfPPoj9RjjY-rpQ

The Letter Black: "Smothering Walls"

Another day is laid to waste crippled by my fallen grace
I'm on my knees again, my soul is wearing thin
Searching for some clarity deep within this misery
There's no one else to blame, so I scream out your name

Lift me up so I can tear down
These smothering walls
Break those ribs
Watch 'em all fall
Conquering these demons suffocating reason
In this internal cell
Give me strength
Deliver me from myself
I can hear your call breaking down these smothering walls

My innocence is laid to rest
The ashes of my own excess and only guilt remains
A shadow of my chain
Temptation cuts straight to the core an open wound I can't ignore
But now I recognize this blessing in disguise

Lift me up so I can tear down
These smothering walls
Break those ribs
Watch 'em all fall
Conquering these demons suffocating reason
In this internal cell
Give me strength
Deliver me from myself
I can hear your call breaking down these smothering walls

Deliver me
Deliver me
Deliver me
Deliver me

These smothering walls
Break those ribs
Watch 'em all fall
Conquering these demons suffocating reason
In this internal cell
Give me strength
Deliver me from myself
I can hear your call breaking down these smothering walls
Breaking down these smothering walls