I have been hoping to just let it go....not be secretive but no grand announcement or chat on it. But people are not going to let that happen... so here it is:
To all those who have been asking... all who have been whispering me, texting me, messaging me on skype and here i am going to talk about this once for E/everyone:
Yes.... W/we have parted... i have been released.... W/we are going seperate ways... however you wish to word it... it is true.
Yes, i am ok... i am waking each morning, sleeping each night... managing to get my day done between. It hurts, would be an ice queen if it did not after so long, but i am ok.
No, i do not need to cry on Y/your shoulder; i do not need to whisper Y/you and no Sirs, am not seeking to be comforted.
Most of all NO i do not wish to "let it out and tear Him apart " to make myself feel better.
Here is the only answers/explanation you will get from me: We parted ways. The W/who, the what, the why... those are between He and i. Noone else needs to be informed.
He came into my life over 10 years ago, and it did a 180. For 7 years i wore His collar proudly. I am still proud to say i was His. That will never change. i will never regret the time.
No Sirs, i am not "seeking to replace Him," i am not "only half a sub/slave without a Master to serve" i do not " need a collar to feel whole again"
So now Y/you know ... yes the rumors are true. But Y/you will never hear me utter a word against Him. If that is what Y/you are waiting for... will be a long wait. He was good to me, good for me. I grew and changed and allowed parts of me that i had hidden for years to resurface. I am a better woman, better sub from having been His. I hope He knows that.
Hopefully the future will allow us to go back in time to the days when we first met and were F/friends. So now Y/you all know, and there is no need for gossip, inuendos, curiosity seekers or wondering if there will be a scene when we are both in a room together. It will not happen As i said i have nothing but respect for Him, and while i cannot speak for Him i hope He feels the same.
Now it is time to look to the future... and all the many grand adventures and happiness that i know is out there . I will find it again. And i hope He does as well.
Γ’β¬βΉThe End
