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as it is stated this month I had surgery. It was a heart study and then a loop recorder was put in to monitor me for the next three years. To figure out why I keep passing out. Been in pain quite a bit and taking it easy. Just going to appointments when I need to. Just wanted to update some people and let them know I’m still alive lol.
Warning: This has some bad language in it.. for the first time i have actually done this in my poetry, so please dont be offended if you do read it.. this was my life beforehand, and just getting some of it out. Thanks... The darkest part of me lies in all of your dirty little secrets that you kept hidden in all of the beatings you dole out to me that you kept spilling out over a…
Well it seems like im still on the right path with God. As some of you know what has been going on for the past month or more now..well im getting updates from God on what is going on with my "mother"/family. I find it odd though in a way. Right now i feel chaotic, but still calm inside along with it. But, i find it funny though, after my father and " mother" blocked me, then all of this stuff…
*At the end of this, where my Husband tells my father he is the power to block, guess what? He blocked me from both accounts. It gives me all the proof in the world, my mother is dead. He didnt like that im putting this everywhere. he doesnt care that he hurts me deeply. And if my mother was alive, it would of taken a few minutes or so to block me on her account. But no, it was a mere second afte…
Dad you are a freaking liar. I called up the NHC place, and got the phone number, and my Husband talked to my dad. And my father lied to Him right in His face, and saying that it wasnt him, and that W/we didnt have the right room at all. And that she wasnt there at all. Acting like he didnt know who he daughter is and playing stupid. When i heard his voice and what not. And that W/we had the wron…
Our tribulation is about to end And the darkness which swallowed us up Is about to rend And I can feel my heart hungering, hungering evermore For this new life to begin This long night is about to burst into light And the stars are about to become more than specs within the darkest of night And I can sense again the worlds buried out of sight, out of sight That were too far away before, b…