a million tears, a million fears, each with reason born, 
each breath became pure torture, each thought a desperate prayer, 
each breath became like dying as I tried to  trust again....
 each day is dark, each night is cold, warmth no more exists, 
flesh became as marble, the heart had turned to ice, the soul was bleak, 
a barren place where nothing would ever grow
 each memory that I hold so dear is tainted by my tears, 
the tenderest  of feelings  have been swept off to sea... 
the tears, the feelings, the pain and lose, 
each moment of my life, created the barren shell you see, 
the emptiness within
so dark and cold I stand here now not knowing what to do, 
the ice is here, the darkness too... the fear  it knows no bounds, 
trapped within my memories, trapped within the dark I hear a voice within me, 
its voice is filled with tears, so soft the sound, 
so full of fear the words torn from the heart...
someone please see me here and fill this empty shell