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May 3, 2018 3:40 PM

who am i

He is Master I am slave, He is Owner I am owned, He commands I obey,  Why is this, He is Master I am slave.   there is so much going on with me but that constantly goes through my mind. I am a slave my life is not my own I am here to please and be pleaseing. years of being a slave I have seen alot been hurt and move from one owner to another. I have not had a stable home until now. I need a…

May 3, 2018 3:40 PM

what am i

He is Master I am slave, He is Owner I am owned, He commands I obey,  Why is this, He is Master I am slave.   there is so much going on with me but that constantly goes through my mind. I am a slave my life is not my own I am here to please and be pleaseing. years of being a slave I have seen alot been hurt and move from one owner to another. I have not had a stable home until now. I need a…

May 2, 2018 1:12 AM

I hate

There are things that I like and things that I hat. the comprehension of things said and done reflect upon the waters of our soul. the pain of being an outcast is nothing new to me. it's ironic how people don't think. the say and do things that hurt. I am me I am not a robot some times I feel as if I am suffercaiting. I feel like Amber with a flaw I hate feeling worthless and that I am not good e…

Apr 30, 2018 6:17 AM

I don't feel anything

my mind is in a state of confusion how can people be so calouse and not understand the reality of a person's feelings. no one can be sure of the outcome of words said or deeds done. the reality is that I am what I am both online and in my real life. my feelings are real I can't hide the person who I am. people want to try and push me down. I been hurt so much that I hit the ground. not many know…