He is Master I am slave,
He is Owner I am owned,
He commands I obey,
Why is this,
He is Master I am slave.
there is so much going on with me but that constantly goes through my mind. I am a slave my life is not my own I am here to please and be pleaseing. years of being a slave I have seen alot been hurt and move from one owner to another. I have not had a stable home until now. I need a strong hand to guide me I need to know that I belong. I am lost but I have had to be strong I have had to hide my feelings and now they have overwealmed me. not many understand me and in that they don't see who I am. when I feel alone no one has cared I am who I am I am a person behind the screen. I have feelings I have an understanding of who I am but can anyone else see me. sometimes I feel invisible I feel lost and alone. can I be me and shine or do I have to hide and be who they think I should be.
it's ironic they say to be who you are yet when you are they say to stop. I have been hurt so maney times that I am afraid to be me. who can I trust who can I show the real me. I am not perfect I don't claim to be. but I wanna shine and make Him proud but the fear of disappointment is there. how can I fix me I feel broken and alone. I want to be the best but the fear seems to stop me.

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my guess is He is already proud, and in His eyes you shine. Took me some time to accept that fact about Master and myself, but at long last it is happening. Keep in mind, He chose YOU. Others were about, others were in and out of the rooms and the chats, but He chose YOU. Be happy!