what am i

He is Master I am slave,

He is Owner I am owned,

He commands I obey, 

Why is this,

He is Master I am slave.

there is so much going on with me but that constantly goes through my mind. I am a slave my life is not my own I am here to please and be pleaseing. years of being a slave I have seen alot been hurt and move from one owner to another. I have not had a stable home until now. I need a strong hand to guide me I need to know that I belong. I am lost but I have had to be strong I have had to hide my feelings and now they have overwealmed me. not many understand me and in that they don't see who I am. when I feel alone no one has cared I am who I am I am a person behind the screen. I have feelings I have an understanding of who I am but can anyone else see me. sometimes I feel invisible I feel lost and alone. can I be me and shine or do I have to hide and be who they think I should be.

it's ironic they say to be who you are yet when you are they say to stop. I have been hurt so maney times that I am afraid to be me. who can I trust who can I show the real me. I am not perfect I don't claim to be. but I wanna shine and make Him proud but the fear of disappointment is there. how can I fix me I feel broken and alone. I want to be the best but the fear seems to stop me.