After a time away to mourn the r/t death of a Man who taught me to be the strong independent woman I am, I am back.
We met 16 years ago in a Gor chat room on msn and through the ups and downs, one thing never faltered, his love for me and mine for him. Initially I was his r/l sub but it wasn't long before we both realised I didnt have a submissive bone in my body and it was only with him I could relinquish any kind of control so I became free to roam Gor as a Panther Girl.
We shared online & r/l sub/slaves and also had our seperate subs/slaves as we wished and we grew together as the years passed. We spent time apart on several occasions but remained close friends throughout those times and each time we vowed never to be in a relationship together again however we both knew that was nonsense and soon we were back where we belonged, together.
For those of you who attended his funeral and sent messages, cards & flowers, thank you from the bottom of my heart. A special thank you to who we both still called Cazzi for making the long trip up here to be with us for his send off, you are truly a beautiful, kind and caring friend and I know he would have smiled seeing you there.
I am unsure of where I go or I do next but I will do it with pride and honour, traits he instilled in me.
Nothing within Gor will change, I remain the stuborn and irritating Panther I have always been.
I will be ok because he loved me and I know that wherever I go he will walk beside me.
